The Dreams & Nightmares Collector.

Since i was a kid, i knew i wasn't dreaming like most other kids. I had this confirmation while growing and asking peoples i met about their dreams and how they were dreaming at nights.
Most do normal dreams and most don't remember them or just some parts of them. For myself, i remember them all and 95% of the time completly and about 90% of my dreaming is nightmares. (I am a big horror movie fan that must not help :P).

Let's take an example : My wife, when she get to bed and close her eyes, she see nothing but black then fall asleep and dream normal thing and in the morning she wake up and about one time per month or two she can describe the dream she had but partially.

For myself, as soon my head hit the pillow and close my eyes, the darkness appear but filled with images, colors and stories starting to take shape. It usually take me around an hour to actually fall asleep but in this hour a lot happen, i am dreaming and aware of it. I did so many nightmares in my life that i got used to love them and get bored of usual dreams.

I always been interested in dreams as far as i can remember. Don't get me wrong, i am not a fan reader of dreams interpretation books. I tried to read one once and found it mostly stupid, as stupid as horoscope goes. How can you judge everyone dreams and make a judgement for all about it. One thing in someone dream might mean something else for another etc. I always tought that dreams were something like a recycling of your past days that the brain was putting back in pieces. Something like a computer do about datas.

I used to write down everything i was dreaming but stopped after a while but this morning i woke doing another nightmare and told the story to my wife and my best friend and i got the usual freak look like it was saying : You're fucked up.

So i decided to start this blog. I have been thinking about blogging for a long time now but i never really could decide myself about what i would like to talk. I could have done like most do : either speak about political views, opinions about this and that or their day by day life. But that wasn't me. I am an ordinary person and on this planet my personal views about politics or anything doesn't matter much because their will always be someone to think the oposite, whatever you think you're right. Dreams & Nightmares on the other side can't really be argued about, they are what they are. So i decided to make it my primary subject and collect them in a way.

I am a failed artist. I am very good at writting, drawing etc but never finish anything. I have about 20ish novels waiting on my computers to be complete. Some i am sure could get edited but for some unknown reasons i never complete them, even if they are close to be completed. My mind create ideas and stories every minutes. I think these stories catch me in my dreams and want to be complete.

So i'll post my dreams and feel free to comment and add your own dreams & nightmares to share with me.

Sincerly
The Dead Dreamer

(PS: Please Excuse my english, it isn't my primary language so if i do grammar mistakes i am sorry)